once in a lifetime

school just sucks really. hate it. lecturers getting on my nerves each time. irritating.

anyways , here's a video of one of my fave songs. so close by jon mclaughlin. HOT !!

so hot ! i wanna bring home ! hahah.

coffee with cousins was beautiful. =)

cause its all meant to be. =)

twist of fate

you want my attention , here's your 30 secs of fame. very possibly the last you would get from me.

so you wanna go around telling people crap and lies about me. telling people about us and stuff. be my guest. cause i shall not be bothered by your own wishful stories. living in yr own little fantasy world.

let me make one thing clear. I was NEVER attached to you. how could i , when i never once loved you and never will either. check up your little dictionary the meaning of " never " before you go around telling people i'm your ex boyfriend.

and oh .. dont bother trying to be high profile really. cannot make it means cannot make it. but at least you tried. its okay .. we all meet failure in life sometimes too.

start yr stories again by all mean. maybe hollywood should award you " scriptwriter of the year ". ha . but heck .. not as if i would care. cause everything about you .. is just so insignificant to me. grow up and get a life.

just dont be surprise if karma comes along someday and bite yr arse. cause what goes around comes around.

30 sec's up. from now i shall not be bothered with anything you say.



god bless yr heart for the lies and deceptions.
response : " AMEN ! "


" no publicity is bad publicity " paris hilton

something like that

hate school. hate lecturers. hate everything. its times like this when i start to question myself if i'm doing the right course. argh ! hate it all la.

graphics are so dead. i just wanna start on advertising and not graphic. argh !

maybe i should have gone fashion instead. baaaaaah.

anyways, was doing my condom packaging design and came across this. =)

bottomline ? if yr gonna be humping , at least put on something.

argh so stressed with school work and everything else.

might be clubbing on sat. yayaya i know .. told myself wont club till april. LOL. but hey i'm doing this for my

GF ! * RIGHT NOT GF !! ALL FOR YOU OK ! HAHAHA *

baccckkk to work now. =(

die work die ! so i shall be free again ! =D

" cause i know how i feel about you now "

xoxo

love ya'll.

HEAL THE WORLD PEOPLE !! make it a better place. start so by burning down all schools =D

what your words

someone once said " you have to look hot to survive in the aj world "

than bitch you must have been long dead.

fuck off.

can you feel my pain

it started off with just a sore throat on vday. 2 days later , i was down with fever. the following day , high fever at 39.4 . had injection. but fever still came and go.

and now .. i'm still having high fever. plus my throat is like fucking swollen. my right tonsils seem like it just exploded and ulcers started forming on the side of my throat. no .. not just one small dot. image one whole white patch. =(

cant even swollow now.

hurts like fuck !

sweating than shivering than sweating than shivering again. fever like machiam stock market. up and down. and up and down again. argh !!!!

thats not the worst is , i've got soooooooooooo many food craving now. yet knowing i cant have any of them. how can i , when i cant even swollow. ARGH

can you feel my pain !

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haven been attending sch due to sickness. staying at home all day and all night. feeling so croped up. feeling so emo. esp when i remisnise one month ago today.

yup. its been one month already. how time flies. i dont know how i'm feeling now. part of me have long accepted the fact its over. part of me has moved on. yet part of me knowing i'm still missing and part of me still feels that sharp pain.

it was painful. it was tough.

just when you thought you did the right decision of giving that second chance. you start to see a change. thinking that its gonna work out. but then everything went haywire. you start to lose faith. and you feel betrayed. cause you believed a change has occured. at the end of the day , your back to square one again.

sighs.

" all the raindrops in the sky tonight , cant be compared with all the pain and all the tears ive cried. but now i know , all the make believe , lock in this picture frame , is gonna stay behind with all the burning rage thats been tearing through my heart. It killing me slowly , with every beat i was falling apart. sometimes i give , sometimes you take , sometimes you bend and sometimes you break me down. sometimes i stick around , trying to change you , make you someone that you'll never be. and sometimes i leave. All this time i've spent staring at the door, I never had the strength to pack my bags and leave before but now i'm done lying to myself when its clear your not that one "

" RESCUE .. ME "

hope i get well soon enough. argh

i miss you tsenre

with much love.

another year another drama

BDAY !! =DD omg i'm like 19 yrs old. hahah. but honestly i feel wiser and more mature now. Knowing that this is my last year with a figure " 1 ". will hit the big 20 one year from now. LOL.

okok. 18th has been a well.. good and not so good year. Went through so much , like more that i've ever been through. Ups and downs , lefts and rights. Met some really great pple and yet met some arseholes. LOL. but heck .. good year overall i would think. =)

so yada yada yada .. skipped school today cause was having a bad headache. Called the clinic to get MC. Than slept through till 3pm? when was woken up by the consistent ringing of my phone. lol.

Went to city hall met wins. Had dinner at olio cafe suntec...

Headed down to town soon after. Walked around and went to bakerzin for more food. Thank god i have high metabolism rate if not i would be like Queen Latifah now. * no offence to her. i love her * =)

too lazy to explain each one. whatever la .. they all just tasted so damn good. haha

anyways ...

just wanna say " THANK YOU EVERYONE " for jamming my phone with your birthday wishes. =) its much appreciated. =)) love ya byotches. sry wasnt able to reply every single one of you.

another year another drama. Hope my 19th year on this earth will be a good one. =) and boy .. things are looking fine so far. hahaha.

actually i have something to bitch about. but since its my bday i shall be nice. =D

and oh .. thank you all for yr presents , gifts , smses , calls , emails , notes , friendster comments yada yada yada. =D

Special thank you to kris ! for your gorgeous roses =) love it. all the way from australia. heheh.

and to josh ! for that ... hahahaha. nvm i shall not say =DD

weee... mummy and daddy will be back tml =) miss them so much. hahaa. kinda ?

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happy birthday to whom ever that shares the same bday as me=)

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and oh for those who treats love as a game and toy. fuck you.

i rest my case.

NIGHTS ALL !

xoxo

" i miss you. badly "

so close

happy valentines day everyone. =)

i supposed everyone had a great valentines ? yes ? haha well.. i did. =)

thank you for the chocolates and roses. x)

" tonight .. i celebrate my love for you "

sweet aroma

weee ! i'm back to blogging again.

Had to close down my previous blog as i had too many lovey dovey posts in it. LOL. see also get pek chek la. Might as well just close it down. wahhaha.

kk. been busy recently with school works. Haven been reading anyone's blog. Not even yours. Trust me. LOL.

I guess its time for another chapter of my life to unfold. A new begining a whole new perpective. I'm so over the old. Its like last season's Prada. Old and out. Looking forward to new things that are about to happen. =)

All right , hope everyone had a good CNY. yes yes ? hahaha. I had a good CNY i guess. except for the part where my brother had to leave for australia to study. And my parents went over too. *emos*

CNY CNY CNY ! food food food! ang bao ang bao ang bao !

hahaha. alrite i shall stop talking and let the photos speak for themselves. =)

Oookkkkaay ! thats all the photos i'm gonna show. hahaa.

well.. lets see. the past 3 weeks or so has been eventful to say the least. hahaa. gotta spent some time with myself and i come to realise that i'm sooooooooo much happier without someone in my life.

another lesson learnt i would say. twice bitten thirce shy now.

you know what you were doing to me. yet i was too blind to see. you hit where it hurts and you fooled me so bad.

every season comes around with new collections. last season's goods are now old and out. like dust off your shoulders. =)

and oh .. school's been hell ! so much work to do and complete. assessment's coming ! arrgghhh. but heck .. when april comes along .. 4 months break will begin =)) thailand and australia .. here i come ! =D

not gonna be clubbing anytime soon for at least .. 2 mths. or until after my assessments. its time for me to settle down. hehe.

and oh .. i wont be putting any tag board or whatever .dont bother asking me to. =)

baccckk to work again.

oh ya .. happy valentines everyone. =)

" just the two of us will do " =D

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