Thursday, March 20, 2008

till the end

leap years was a good show. =) old ehs ? took me so long to watch it. but heck. i'm glad i took that long to watch it.

the things we shared. the heart to heart talks we had. the comfort you gave me. what more can i ask for. =D

it was something , a kind of unspoken feeling , that sent chills down my spine. something that i've been waiting for way too long. something i knew was there. its beyond any words. its beyond anything else.

appreciate it lots. really.

lets do this again. this time, somewhere there will be no mosquitos. =)






"all these precious moment with you by my side. must be a gift from heaven. i dont know how i found you. im thankful that i had"

nothing more i can ask for.


love.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

away

why now. why not early on ? why wait till now to tell me what you had to say. why. if you really wanted to clear things up i supposed you wouldnt wait till ... lets see .. almost 2 mths later ? and what about all the things you did after the break up. going back to whoever and all. at that time it seem to be that you had made things crystal clear enough. and i was just doing what i think was best for myself. you hit where it hurts and you fooled me so bad. all the seriously fucked up things you did to me. you dont have to force yourself to be with me anymore why wouldnt you be happy. i wonder..

just be happy with the person you are with now. afterall ... love is just a mere 10 hrs away.

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i'm jammed. im feeling so vexed right now. i dont know what to do. or what to say anymore. i'm numb. so sick and tired of all these wild goose chase. ending up with nothing but feeling so fucked up. my heart feels so weary and heavy. enough is enough.


" you in my arms was the most comforting i've felt for so long. so vexed and afraid was my heart that i felt like pouring everything out. because it seems to me , your the only one i felt safe with " <3

sighs.

Friday, March 14, 2008

little raindrops

raining raining raining. how many times have i mentioned this word for the past 3 days. my god ! =/

anyways nothing much to blog abt. just that i've been a good boy this week so far. haven skipped any lesson. =D

baaah. i have no idea whats this post for anyways. so yea. i'm gone =D

weekend faster come la ! i wanna party =D

rainy days make me feel emo.

" all the raindrops in the sky cant be compared with all the tears i've cried "


where've you go , i miss you so. seems like its been forever.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

heart goes on

another week another drama ! ok so another flew by once more. how time flies really ..

school's getting better i think ? just really happy that this term's theme is on celebrities! thank god. thats like right down my alley. gossips and scandals ... i like ! unlike last term ... mrt. booooorrrriiinnnngggg.

i should stop skipping lessons. =/

design theory essay was a bomb. i just really bomb my way through. like wtf ? design history is so pa-say ! nnnexxxtttt.....

and oh .. one thing i like abt going to school ?



TAU HUAY BREAK !!!! =DD i love i love.


TGIF. friday was the sex. okay not really. met up with robin nicole and gang. basically just sat our arses down at heeren spins from .. 5pm all the way to 11.30pm. * claps * and oh .. we played truth or dare. LOL. questions like what is yr prefered sex position were asked. interesting ? you bet ! lol. our dirty little secrets !

weee ! andy finally finished his BMT. finally POP! hahaa. like he would say .. " huat ah !! " lol.

saturday went down clubbing with the usuals. DRAMA night ! really. * tsk tsk tsk *




* andy n me *

here's a little msg to someone who needs a wake up call.

* if you wanna drink , pls learn to control yrself. getting drunk in club and offending people is not the way. yr frens had to even apologise on yr behalf. this is not the 1st time this has happened. why spoilt other pple's night with yr violent and crazy behaviour. you yourself know you get really angst and violent when your drunk or too high. pls learn to control yrself in the future. and not be a burden to yr friends. trust me .. its not easy controlling you at all. i know yr drinking probably because yr feeling upset over something. frustrated over something preharps. but getting drunk wont solve anything instead will create more problems. and you dont have to apologise at all to me. cause really.. its just too late to apologise now. nothing would change what has been said and done. *

okok so that was that. dont ask me anything else abt that night really.

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it happened 3 days ago. when i was on the bus on my way home from school that a familiar song started playing from my ipod. it brought back many memories from the past then.

"would you be there". everything just started rushing back to me. from when we first got to know each other. to the time we sat at east coast park chatting with each other till late at night. its was so pure. so gentle. as if i was floating all the while. heart felt talks and the things you shared. i'll never forget at all. just that moment in time. i wished everything would stop and the night never came.

and then i went on to play the song " wait for you " couldnt help but teared alittle. it got me thinking alot. " what ifs " kept poping up in my head. what if this .. and what if that .. what if i did this instead of that .. etc etc. but i know its all too late. memories would live forever. and that i will treasure. =)

" I'll be your cloud up in the sky, I'll be your shoulder when you cry, I hear your voices when you call me, I am your Angel, And when all hope is gone I'm here, No matter how far you are, I'm near, It makes no difference who you are, I am your Angel "

the truth never lies.

*allester*

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

scandalous ! hell ya !

saturday was awesome ! went down clubbing again with the usuals =)
i'll let the photos do the talking ...

* me and robin *

* me and GF lisian *

* veron and robin *


* me and veron ! *

* robin , veron and me ! *

* me and jonny ! *

* jonny , louis and veron ! *

* veron , louis and me ! *

* veron and me ! * <3>

* robin and jonny ! *

* me and lisian ! *

* jonny and veron ! *

* robin , veron and me ! *

* robin and lisian ! *

* louis , jonny , lisian , robin and veron *<3>

* veron and me ! *

* veron , me and lisian ! *

* me going crazy *

* jonny and veron ! *

* me , veron and robin ! *

* me and lisian ! *<3>

* veron and me ! *<3

* veron and robin ! *

* veron and jonny ! *

* veron and me ! *

* robin and me ! *<3

* love the lips ! * LOL

* me and moon ! *

* me and yanhui ! *

* jeremy and me ! * =DD

great night ! great friday and sat i had. fun's gone and now it's back to school

fuck.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

i got it from my mama !

weeeeeeeeeeeeee !!! omfg. yesterday was the best day i had in ages ! all thanks to my darings ! robin nicole shirley daniel winston and lisian ! =D

so i had a super duper late bday celebration at fish and co. food was omg. none of us could finish our portion la !

and they made the staffs sing bday song for me. not only that. i had to stand on the chair as well. baaah.

* nicole with her swordfish collar. * it was bigger than her face




* ta glam moment of my life * baaah




* sweet ! *

headed down to zouk after that. happening laaaah.

omg la. we all partied like rock stars ! phuture music last night was fucking goood ! dance non stop until my legs got numb and i couldnt even stand straight. waking up this morning with a super manly voice ! lol.


* me and dannyboy =D *

* rock stars shirley daniel robin and lisian *

* same but with me lol *

weeee ! fucking fun laaaaa. i love you all so much ! you guys are the best ! =D

robin's cute little drawing ! hahaha love it sista ! and thank you all for the gift =D love it. i'm so gonna wear it later. =D

and how i can forget about joel. LOL. a gift from daniel ! thanks babe ! =D joel's doing well. sleeping under my pillow. LOL. =D

i had a great time last night la ! fucking awesome! heh. thank you all once again. muacks and hugs yo !

xoxo

" cause yr all i could ever ask for " =DD